Feeling like a fucking third wheel ….. I mean why invite me when you two will be talking together and totally ignoring me ….
the best way to a girls heart is punching through the ribcage
apparently this is illegal but dont let it stop you
(via veggetales)
is it lets hate me time ?! god like …. asma and rayana and fatima and everybody pleade god just take me soul because i’m too lonely in your world i wanna be next to her in heaven shes the only one that loved … i know i’ve never met her but can you bring my real mother back i’m her daughter does she miss me bad is she looking down on me and seeing me hoping for a better life a life with her a life where she can protect me and keep me save and sound i just wanna hug her tell her whats wrong with me tell her thag your daughter miss you so much and your daughter has no friends and she just wants to die dear god i love my mother please keep her with you safe and sound i really i wanna meet her but the problem is i cant i really want you to take me cause a life without her isnt a life i’m livig with a person who dares to say that shes my mother but the one you took is really mine i want her back and i want her warm embrace i want her to hold me and sing me a lullby i dont wanna live anymore dear god take me away to her
Amen
I STILL really want to watch the Ten Tour but it’s STILL too painful. *sigh* I’ll get there eventually… (probably) (maybe) (possibly).
(via veggetales)
I know you love her more than me and I know she love you more than me and I know if I’m gone no one will notice but it still hurts cause I’d go to the end of the world for you and yet she wouldn’t and I would anything in life to see you smile she will do what she thinks is right and ill be forever breaking cause you always try to protect her but what about my I’m a human too you know with feelings and emotions so basically telling me to kill myself is really harsh and you just don’t know how many times I wanted to do it and end my life BECAUSE YOU MADE IT A LIVING HELL I wanna tell you my story but you will just run away just like they all do so fuck this and fuck them narrow minded bitches cause they don’t understand what’s it like to be hurt they think they do when she isn’t her mothers favorite ….. How about your mother telling you in your face you are a mistake cause you got raped when you were an innocent 7 year old child … I was never happy and I guess ill never be I found comfort in a blade cause people weren’t there I found comfort in hating myself cause no one was there to love me or tell me I’m beautiful or kiss me goodnight or cuddle me to bed there was never a person in my life that told me they loved me my own brother broke it down to me and said you are no body’s favorite … Cause I’m a nobody I don’t have a voice I’m nobody I don’t have a soul I’m nobody cause everyone ignore when I try to say what I have in mind everyone hates me and it came to a point where it’s okay I’m numb I don’t feel a shit they say cause I know it’s the truth I wanna be strong I wanna be brave but I can’t cause I’m too fucking weak …. I know my flaws are a lot I really know but everyone should get a little love ….. But I wasn’t considered as a person since long ago … I just wish I would get used to it that I don’t get hurt about every remark I wish I was insensitive and as numb as a rock cause then I wouldn’t give a shit what you or my mum or my dad or my brother or the world think I would just have lifeless tired eyes cause you all burned my spark …. I now find comfort in hurting myself in feeling hurt and I never wanted it to get to this point … I just wanna die and end this world of sadness I would find my happiness in another world and I won’t have to listen to your hating or the screams of my cries I wouldn’t have to put on a smile everyday in life and I wouldn’t have to suffer with depression or being a bipolar or any other mental disses you CAUSED ME TO HAVE I’m not saying it’s all your fault cause its man just as much as its yours so FUCK ME AND YOU CAUSE WE ALL BROUGHT ME TO THIS LEVEL IN LIFE !!
2 more years…
glee tour?…
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